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Kidney Cancer; One Year On

This time last year I was 32 and I had not long been told that, while doing a CT of my upper GI tract for stomach reasons, they’d found a mass on my right kidney. I told myself it would just be a cyst but after another CT scan focusing specially on it I was told otherwise. I instantly thought – it couldn’t be cancer could it? I looked up the numbers and they reassured me. Less than 2,400 women in my age range (30-34), in the UK get diagnosed with cancer each year. That’s a tiny number. Then only about 1% have kidney cancer and most of those are hereditary – and luckily for me kidney cancer doesn’t run in my family. As you can imagine I felt pretty okay about it all going forward. My main worry was that they’d be grumpy about wasting their time on nothing.Kidney cancer incidence in the UK 2012-14. Shows a higher incidence for men than women, mostly affecting those over 50.

Kidney cancer incidence in the UK 2012-14. Image from Cancer Research UK.

However, from the moment I got the post scan appointment to see a Urologist things seemed odd. There was only a month to wait between the second scan and the appointment. The Urologist was not based at my normal hospital. When I arrived for the appointment I rolled into the outpatients waiting area and before I could say anything a nurse called out “Hello! You must be Emma. The doctor is just finishing something but come sit down here where it’s more comfortable than this area. I’ll sit with you now and be there through the appointment – would you like a drink?”. That is not my usual experience of hospital outpatients. With hindsight I shouldn’t have been as shocked then, when they told me it wasn’t nothing. But no amount of hinting could have prepared me to hear it was kidney cancer.

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On Cancer & Chronic Illness

Heya! It’s been a weird year for me, loads of stuff, a lot of it crippling anxiety and a complete loss of motivation, has prevented me from blogging. I’m sorry about that.

As you probably know, I’ve been dealing with chronic health problems for years now; chronic pain, vomiting, nerve damage, gastrointestinal damage, and joint hypermobility. I developed a hiatus hernia in September which was having some pretty severe side effects, so I had an abdominal CT scan at the start of this year. It didn’t just find the hernia, but it also found a shadow on my right kidney. I had a more detailed scan in March, and in April a very nice Urologist and a Macmillan nurse told me the mass was solid, and most likely cancerous (over 90% chance), otherwise it would be precancerous with a very high chance of becoming cancer in the future. They tabled surgery within 4 weeks, and got it out. I’m currently recovering after having a open partial nephrectomy and getting the 21 staples removed this morning.

I’ve been thinking about the ways in which cancer is treated differently to other chronic illnesses, many of which also have pretty depressing prognosis’s; Continue reading

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